I just broke up with my boyfriend. I love him so much but he doesn't have the same intensity towards me. All fine and good for him as he is happy with the company and intellectual intimacy we have. I, however, want more. I want to be the best thing since sliced bread.
This is going to be hard, hard, hard. I'm going through a period of unemployment. Trying to right the wrongs of my life. Feel good about myself. It is hard to think about this without David. He has been, until the last six weeks or so, the best thing since sliced bread for me. But these last couple months have illustrated to me how much I would rather than be alone that be a be a "better than nothing" relationship.
Oh, the sting.
Tomorrow I am going to start the day right by heading out to the airport to have a last minute visit with Christine, the neice who knows everything. When it comes down to it, your family is your real anchor.
About Me
- Auntie Babs
- I'm a native to Oregon where I live big. Big family, big community, big list of things to get done.
2 comments:
I love you Auntie! Things will get better, you'll see!
I was not aware that you broke up David without saying when I was in Portland with Anne.
Nice of Maggie is only one answered quick.. Compare to myself that I was not aware of your new blogs after Lilly's blog, I hope she getting one sooner.
I am sure you might getting better!
Little sister,
oxoxo
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